月風船

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分散而坐空荡的公交开过两站。阴天大风。目的地的银行装修到一半。ATM间的狭小门口卡着低气压环绕的队伍，最靠墙边的那台机器无遮无挡。大约是四百块的等待时间。
大学城的路窄长。回程的公交座椅冰冷。买的饭团是从不变的花式，豆衣、里脊、香肠、番茄黄瓜和海带。接过温热食物的时候收到那时未上心的短信。
irrémédiable是那天下午学到的新词。几个小时后变得fatal大概是一半巧合一半讽刺。

高楼也未能阻挡的阳光开阔。人流不拥挤不松散得自由排序。风向偏柔和。被修剪的绿叶不清新看起来却也微亮。
不加糖的美式咖啡暖和胃里冷食。不滚烫，不阴冷。四下温和。

一年份的寒冷。

就这么不声不响面目全非天差地别地转满了一整圈。

“结果补新闻的时候发现那篇REVEAL还真的就是当地时间的17号.是我怎么都睡不好的18日凌晨.”




T.B.C

Q. (Heikki Kulta – Turun Sanomat) Sebastian, congratulations. You did the same as Kimi (Raikkonen) in the last race coming in P3 for the last race. Is it more a question of racing skills or luck and do you know what is world champion in Finnish?

SV: I don't know. I think I knew but I don't remember anymore. I think it's international. If you go to people in Germany and say world champion I think they know what it means. I assume it's the same in Finland or anywhere you go. I was actually thinking about Kimi's situation today. Like Kimi or not – some people do, some people don't – but I think it was a little bit of a similar situation. Obviously we were in a stronger position in terms of how many points were missing, probably, but in the end, if you know Kimi, you know that one big advantage – not always, but in that moment especially – is that sometimes – sorry – he doesn't give a s***, he just does his own thing. And that was the target all weekend long. Obviously what he achieved three years ago was very special. I think most of us have been there and no-one thought it was possible. He proved us wrong but circumstances were special, same as today. Who would have thought that Ferrari starting from third with good pace would finish seventh? That's how it goes sometimes. As I said, just happy to put my name down on the list.









今天才刚刚意识到，去年的11月14日似乎也是个不一样的日子。嘛……虽然还需要查证一下笑。

Jatkuvat vastoinkäymiset rallin MM-sarjassa eivät ole saaneet Kimi Räikköstä harkitsemaan paluuta formula ykkösiin.

Räikkösen manageri Steve Robertson vahvisti MTV3:lle neuvottelevansa suojatilleen rallisopimusta myös ensi kaudeksi. Paluu formula ykkösiin on suljettu vaihtoehto ainakin ensi kauden osalta.

- Emme katsele enää mahdollisuuksia formula ykkösissä. Kimi näyttää olevan keskittynyt ralliin tällä hetkellä, Robertson kertoi.

Onko vuoden 2007 maailmanmestari siis kääntänyt selkänsä pysyvästi formula ykkösille?

- Koskaan ei pidä sanoa ei koskaan, mutta tällä hetkellä katse ei ole formula ykkösissä, Robertson myönsi.

Tällä viikolla uutisoitiin, että Räikkönen voisi sittenkin olla jatkamassa ralliuraansa Citroënin junioritallissa. Robertsonin mukaan kaikki on vielä auki.

- Mitään ei ole vielä päätetty. Kerromme sitten, kun on jotakin kerrottavaa. Tällä hetkellä mitään ei ole allekirjoitettu. Käymme keskusteluja useiden eri tallien kanssa, mutta en voi kertoa asiasta tarkemmin, Robertson sanoi.

MTV3 - Lauri Ouvinen

月風船 所有赞美都给你,所有欢呼都给你,所有疯狂都给你. 我爱你.

把SPA放在夏休期后的第一站真是太狡猾了。

本来很早前就打算好不看的。和加拿大一样。
有过去年，有过前年，有过恍如隔世的银色时代。斯帕的回忆向来足够强大。
完整鲜活。不需要，更不能够被时间更替洗刷。

Quali于是自然不过地无视了。今天却莫名突然无法压抑地想看比赛。

漫长的夏休让期待累积过多了。
我说过，我恰好一直是从这项赛事开始饭起。这句话，半年后才拿来被佐证。
不停地会想起今晚八点有比赛。即使刻意忍住试图忽视。
斯帕的样子一直重复出现。
轰鸣声。
这个赛季都一直未曾燃起的，对比赛如当年般的期待，突然大半复原。
（产生那种，KR还在比赛时的兴奋害怕。）

最近原本经常忘记。那两年全心全意的心情。
记忆无比鲜明。实感却形影飘渺——心里再清楚不过地记得那时的感觉，可身体对于当初举止的记忆渐渐找不回来。
那些日子就好像电影片段一般神色艳丽而平板苍白。在眼前真实晃过，能够记得，却无法进入和触摸。

（过去总是作为相片和影片，而不是时空来保存。果然该是这样且不可反抗的么。）

这时候却突然都想了起来。穿越时间一般。身体先于神经。
（不想错过又想跳过。）
矛盾犹豫。挣扎斗争。
所以拿时间来决定——如果发车前可以一切就绪，就看看好了。
（对半开的可能。是依然不能决断的选择。）

结果还是看了比赛。结果如同一个月前我所肯定的那样。
（byronf1 #F1 #Hamilton wins Spa, "it feels like the first time" he shouted over the radio.）
其实在老头复出的现在，斯帕并不能完全作为KR的标签来使用吧。
即使这样想。
也还是相信着。

我并不确定，今天最终打破约定，究竟是为着太想念比赛，还是只是因为这是斯帕。
（我似乎变得和KR一样地喜欢这条赛道。）

明年的赛历，请在九月去比利时吧。

虽然我也只在EAU ROUGE的坡道上，领奖台下方SPA FRANCORCHAMPS的镜头前，觉得难过了。
（那种从091118开始熟悉的难过。）







可无论如何。所有相关的这些那些，终究连百分之一都是我用语言无法表达的。

Stirling Moss: "Quite frankly, Kimi Raikkonen is the fastest driver in the world"

Toni Vilander: "I've known Kimi since we were part of a small gang of kids going karting around Finland...One thing that has always been the same is that I don't think I have ever known him to get involved in politics or talking badly about other drivers. That's an achievement when you are on the top and you have all these people picking up on every word you say."

Jean Todt: "He is a genuine and sincere lad. I have always liked him both as a driver and in terms of the way he is out of the cockpit; always remaining the same in what is the difficult world of Formula One."

Peter Sauber: "I saw that the same quality that attracted me to Kimi - his steely determination - was also the reason why I lost him."

Sergio Rinland: "I looked in his eyes and I thought 'I've seen this look before. And I know where I saw that look before. And it gave me goosebumps when I remembered that look. It was Senna."

Willy Rampf: "During his first F1 season with Sauber he concentrated on what he was doing. Even if we lost some practise because of a technical problem he never panicked. It was clear from the very beginning that he was special...He knew exactly what he needed to make the car quick."

Michael Schumacher: "I saw him drive at Mugello. I observed him and evaluated his lap times and I could see that he can be a champion. He'll make mistakes, but then again all of us do."

Chris Dyer: "He tends not to be distracted by what else is going on and he focuses on the job we are doing. It is very much a perception from the outside that he isn't focused - we don't see that. When he's in the car, briefings, debriefings, he's always on the job and very focused."

David Robertson: "I remember reading a book about how to stop worrying and start living and I thought after I had known Kimi for a very short time that he could have written that book himself. It just comes naturally to him."

JJ Lehto: ''Being quiet is the way he handles the paddock. It's different when he's away with his friends or out on his boat. People get the wrong idea of Kimi because he doesn't say that much, but he thinks a lot, has a big heart, and is very intelligent."

Felipe Massa: ''For sure he's a very cold guy, he lives in his world. I think the good quality he has is that he never speaks about anybody. He doesn't speak good but he doesn't speak bad for anybody and this is also a good quality. Because he lives in his world where he respects people.''

Ron Dennis: "Kimi is so incredibly cool that I think that aspect of his personality surpasses even Mika. He is not fazed by anything”

Juan Pablo Montoya: "I remember that Ron loved him! He was very fast but he drove the car in a very different way from mine...Off the track we never talked too much really - he was always very quiet. We never had any controversy or anything. "

Luca Colajanni: "With the press, Kimi is who is is. He is very honest - it's hard to find a driver who admits to his mistakes as sincerely as Kimi does."



Martin Whitmarsh: "I am a great admirer of Kimi and I can't believe that he's going to retire. People have created that speculation, and knowing Kimi a little bit, he's not going to be fussed about correcting it. So it grows, doesn't it? He's a great world champion and in my opinion he'll fancy his chances of winning a few more."

Steve Robertson: "He wants to win his second world championship as much as he wanted his first. We're all aware that to win two takes you to a different level - there are a lot of world champions, but not too many double world champions, so Kimi is just as eager to win another one. He's just as motivated as ever before."

Chris Dyer: "Kimi is more relaxed than Michael, and less concerned about technical details. If we turn up with a new part, Kimi will say, "Let's throw it on and see what happen


Stefano Domenicali: "He should know that behind him and together with him there's a team that's capable of exalting his talent, which, believe me, is unique in the world."

Alex Wurz: "I always found him straight and direct - a very clean character who is often misunderstood. I think he does have a good focus. Because things aren't going so well for him, you shouldn't say he has lost focus...Kimi is still the fastest driver on the planet."

Andrea Stella: "They say he's a cold person but when he won the World Championship in 2007, at the last race, I saw him cry." Luca Colajanni: "Kimi is a very straightforward person. Of course, he isn't the best lover of communication and interaction with the media, but he knows it's part of his job and he does it with professionalism and respect"

Heikki Kulta: "All his life he hasn't cared what people think about him. One of the best things he can do is to overcome bad things very quickly. It can take just up to five to 10 minutes, then he forgets it and concentrates on the next challenge. That's unique."